oh, ok.

so just a little while ago, as they were eating, apparently i was looking depressed enough for andrei's mom to tell me that there will be other opportunities for me to work at the office and i could go with them if i wanted to.
you have no idea how that changed my mood. i was starving, but not hungry at all, but after that, i felt a huge weight lifted and i was hungry and i felt like i could function again.

so, in a few hours we'll be getting in the truck and heading up to Rail Road Flat, CA and hour and a half south east of Sacramento.

this shall be interesting, no?
i kinda feel like i shouldn't go, like i'll be an annoyance, like i'm the fiance that just can't bear to be away.... but it's not like i'll just sit around. i'll be helpful.

so, we shall see.

<3