quick one.

so, i just wanted to say how glad i am that i actually had my little christmas party. even though it was just viktorija, sarah, algiukas, mykolas, sandy, rachel, lina, and me... it was a really nice evening and i had A LOT a lot of fun.
finally, after knowing sandy and rachel for so long already, i'm being pretty much myself-myself around them for the first time ever. i think i'm just letting go of that insecurity/ shyness or whatever you'd call it and just letting myself be myself- out of class. thank goodness. its so much simpler... and much more fun. especially with these two, i'm ok. i know they don't care and will accept my insane-ness because they can be too sometimes... just not so sure to the extent that i can be... unless its harry potter! i think with some people i will never be able to be as relaxed and myself as i can be with others like rachel and marina and lina. its just different. just that unexplainable vibe you get from some people. hmmm, not going to get into unexplainable feelings about some people though. just don't want to now. you can go ahead and ask me though next time you see me if you remember. i told rachel some of this drama story at the beginning of the school year (if she remembers)... oh, but it just got better and better... interest wise, not in actuality... for me.
ANYWAY, tonight was AWESOME. i shall write more later, after tomorrow... shopping with rachel!

One of my FAVORITE songs ever its just so... sweet, and pretty... hey there delilah by plain white t's... i like the lyrics so much i'll use this song little by little through the next few posts...

"I'm a thousand miles away/But girl tonight you look so pretty/Yes you do/Time Square can't shine as bright as you/I swear it's true" : Hey There Delilah : Plain White T's

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