christmas lights.

ok, so remind me again whose bright idea it was to wind the strands of christmas lights a million times around the trees and deep into the bushes along the driveway? oh, yea... mine. stupid! i took down like 20 or so strands of christmas lights today... and that only includes the ones that were in the front of the house and in the orchard area... not the balconies or the deck. we are crazy.

ok, so i've been wondering what to do when i get a website up for selling scarves, earrings, and cards. i have no idea how i would get people to know about my stuff and buy it. so i'm talking to marina and she did nothing but state the obvious... try to use myspace and facebook to get people to know about it. sure, why not! it quite possibly may work... i hope so. i really do not want a 'job'. i tried. didnt like it. oh well...

lol... here's what i just told marina...:
inaVanilla (12:11:51 AM): ha so since im going to try to go jobless forever.... ill be free tues and thurs all day
inaVanilla (12:11:53 AM): whoo
inaVanilla (12:12:03 AM): i hope it snows. every tuesday and thirsday.
inaVanilla (12:12:08 AM): every. single. one.
inaVanilla (12:12:14 AM): the sky owes me snow.
IdTapThat06 (12:13:20 AM): lmao...and because it owes you snow you can control it..i like that
inaVanilla (12:13:19 AM): yes
inaVanilla (12:13:21 AM): obviously
inaVanilla (12:13:25 AM): i can do anything
inaVanilla (12:13:29 AM): b/c i am me
inaVanilla (12:13:30 AM): yo
IdTapThat06 (12:14:38 AM): you know maggie started with the "yo" thing after you
IdTapThat06 (12:14:38 AM): lol
inaVanilla (12:14:35 AM): ya i know
inaVanilla (12:14:38 AM): im just that cool
IdTapThat06 (12:14:46 AM): it sounds so weird coming from her
inaVanilla (12:14:46 AM): and it doesnt form me?
inaVanilla (12:14:47 AM): haha
IdTapThat06 (12:14:57 AM): you its like...normal

how funny.

IdTapThat06 (12:18:14 AM): kristina's supercool supersecret blog of secretdum?

haha i like that too...

ummm, so i am soooo tired right now. perhaps you can tell from what i just said in my snow comment...? goodness. so tired. so tired. so tired.

so a lot of what i've said before in this. although it may be true. should not be fully taken seriously. always. all the time. not. i like doing stuff alone. sometimes too much. i like to be in my house, my yard, my bubble. sometimes i think i need people to just be around whether i want them to be or not. just so i'm not always alone. well alone with the family, which is fine. but outsider contact is good sometimes too, right? yeah.

oh and since ive been out of school for so long... i'm definately to the point of not missing anyone from there. well not really.

oh and if you are written about in my blog at any point and you didnt know this existed at the time of the writing, then well, im not going to go back and edit the entry. deal with it. if youre in here well, youre cool? no, actually its just what i think so even if it doesnt sound like its the greatest thing in the world to be said about you... if i still talk to you in real, then youre still cool in my book. unless, of course i'm pretending... you know, im quite good at that...

my phone has become practically useless. noone ever calls me. it feels sad to be simply an alarm clock for me. i like getting calls and text messages. really i do. i just dont like calling people i dont know.

i need some new friends.
any suggestions?
maybe ill meet some when i visit rachel. duh, of course i will. and then more when i visit lina... cuz obviously... im bringing lasinieciai with me when i do. and apparently they all love that food. so yeah.

im so tired.

i like swiping my debit card at stores when i bought stuff. thats one thing i liked at work... the people and that i got to swipe cards in the machine.

so tired.

i think i'll do yoga before going out to orland tomorrow... you know, i think ill do that afterwards. yeah.

oh, so plans are set to go visit wartburg. i leave with rachel on sunday and come back sometime tuesday. i'm excited. i hope i like it there. it will be interesting. i'm looking forward to it. yes. rachels excited too... to show me around and have me meet everyone. itll be fun. yes.

ok, well im rediculously tired. so if any of this didnt make sense, sorry. try to make sense of it. or just enjoy. yeah. sure. right. sleep....

"Hey there Delilah/I've got so much left to say/If every simple song I wrote to you/Would take your breath away/I'd write it all/Even more in love with me you'd fall/We'd have it all" : Hey There Delilah : Plain White T's

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