ok, so.

so i guess 3 people know about this blog and at least 2 of them read it. i forgot sandy knew about it... until i read comments. oh well!

oh and by the way, in response to sandy and rachel's comments about my 'hyper' side? : that was not so much the *hyper* side... but the *real* side of me that usually only comes out at home. ha scary, hmm?

so, last night when i was *trying* to sleep... i couldn't. i was thinking about what i had written... i guess being relaxed and being stress free are quite different. or so i decided. im stress free, not relaxed. there we go.

oh, and also, i thought a bit... about writing so much in this blog thing. i definately do not want to be like those psychos that write everything and anything down, just to get a response and some feedback. i originally didnt want to start a blog... because well, i was fine with not sharing anything. just keeping to myself as always. in a way though, since ive started this, ive become more myself around my friends... dont know if this has to do with anything, but it is definately a good thing. i just dont want to be one of those people who must check with friends for some feedback about everything. but you know, i think i'll be ok... because i'm not like that. i dont need feedback and reassurance. i do what I want. not what others want me to do or think is best. i like to think that i'm like that anyway.... i hope i am... for the most part anyway. ha so that kind of sounds like some rambling if youve ever heard it...

also, today has started out well... after being up at 10:20 or so, and being up for an hour or so, i had already done a 40 minute yoga thing and taken a shower.
thank goodness the sun is out. it just makes everything better. i woke up before the alarm at 11... usually i would just lay there and sleep again maybe, but i saw the sun and it just made me smile. hah, i could totally move to colorado just because there is snow, a summer, and lots of sun... but i would soooo miss the beach, but its not like i go to the beach that often, so would i really miss it? we'll see.

what else.... nothing really. i need food.

i have to do stuff today... call courtney, brooks, buckle... set up a lesson time for flute, ask about french class, get out of writing class, and get in touch with wartburg about stuff. will i get it all done? most likely not, but i can try to think i will.

"Oh it's what you do to me/What you do to me" : Hey There Delilah : Plain White T's

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