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ok, so i probably overdid it a little in my last post.... but, oh well.

i just kind of want to do something. my choices- ballet/dance, skating, and snowboarding. snowboarding would be so awesome. i love to watch it on tv and would be so cool to learn.... my mom said we'll learn this winter... i just hope we actually do. but, i start ballet february 5th... that'll be something. i really do need to find a job... somehow... if i want to do either skating or snowboarding though. boarding would be cool... just something totally new and ver different from ballet and skating, hmm? ha. but if i had a choice, it would most definately be skating. but you know, today i went through so much thinking about this. i started all like, i want to skate. end of story. then i was into well, skating is expensive and i know when i get into dance, i like it and i have fun so that could be enough... but then watching the snowboarding... i was all, well that would be amazing to learn. it looks so cool. but, i dont know if i am capable of it or even if i like it, so i cant really decide for or against the snowboarding until i try it, so i really hope i get to a hill of some sort soon. i really just need to figure this all out. but i will be doing something. one of the three. oh, and not only is skating expensive... but it messes with my knee and ankle and stuff... i did a jump in the living room and landed just a bit off and my knee kind of bent funny and had a sharp pain.... thats my moms reason for me not to be skating. it hurts me. a lot. so... yeah.... we shall see. i have some ideas, but i just really have to actually try snowboarding before i can decide anything. and i really have to start up my ballet classes to see how that will work out. i have two plans. it just depends on what happens within... lets say... the next few weeks or month. i'll talk to my mom either tomorrow or tuesday.

anyway, i should get into the habit of doing homework and just school stuff in general before the night before it has to be done. i dont really like doing homework at home. i feel kind of silly... cuz like when someone passes by my room, theyre all... awww, studying? homework? ik. i dont like that. last year i got everything done in study hall. that was good. hmmmmm... maybe going to the library would work? maybe i should try that one day...? oh and plus, nilla seems to love trying to ruin papers and scratching books and trying to eat or scratch up handouts... soooo... hmmmm.
homework stinks.

for psychology we have to write about something within the past week that made us happy... i'm going to write about watching the men's figure skating nationals and that i was SO HAPPY that johnny weir not only didnt get gold, but he didnt get silver either... he got bronze. and my favorite, evan lysacek got the gold. that was definately so happy to see. hmmm... skating....

i should go to bed so i wouldnt be tired tomorrow... maybe i could actually do some dancing after class. i think the earliest ive gone to bed on a schoolnight so far was the night of the concert at like 11:20 or so? sad, hmm?

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