class?

so today was the first day back in class... it went quite well actually. it would be awesome if the rest of the semester went like today did. other than the fact that i was rediculously tired... like it felt like i didnt even sleep at all... even though i know i did. a little. i went to bed after 11 or so and was up for a good hour and a half just laying in bed trying to sleep... then i woke up before my alarm by a little at 7. and it didnt even feel like i woke up. like i was awake that whole time. weird. anyway, teachers seem great. in psych we did some group art therapy, which was amusing... we scribbled on giant sheets of paper. writing should be better. i think we will actually get stuff accomplished and perhaps even learn something... gasp. cult and civ will be the same. so many of the students he had last semester are in his class again he said it was like a 'love boat reunion'. ha. and painting should be great. im looking forward to that. a lot. so marina has the writing teacher i had last semester. hes aweful at teaching i think, but the class is easy. everytime i walked out of there though i kind of felt like punching or strangling something... seriously, you kind of just have to actually go to the class and experience it to fully understand the extent of the frustration and waste of time it is. i am so glad to be not in that class anymore.
this whole 3 day a week thing will be great.

tommorow, i shall spend at least an hour making cards.

so, i was thinking about how that one post i was talking about how i wanted a 'best friend'... well, i have decided that i dont really care anymore. i have my sister and mom. theyre awesome. that is all. always have been and unless some freak thing happens, always will be. oh and lina, even though i dont see her or talk to her as much as id like... at all.
i have good friends other than those three. some better than others. some closer than others, but nevertheless, they are there. if any new ones come along, then great, but im fine now. really.

school next year. what shall i do. ill let you know when i figure it out. til then, im not writing about it.

so i'm actually for real in the process of finding a dance studio, so its actually going to happen, and im so happy for that. you wouldnt even know.

so today i was crazy tired and progressively more 'out of it' as the day went on, then got home, ate and was a bit better, but still should get to bed soon. anyway, at like 3:30 or so i kind of went into my crazy nonsense tired out of it - ness. kind of like that one post on here that has pieces of an im convo with marina and i still dont think much of that post makes sense because of how tired and such i was. yeah.

hey, so its cool... im learning little by little how to type the 'correct' way. yay. finally. i like watching people who are amazing at typing fast. its so neat.

lalallalallalaaaaa.

8 days til augustana concert!!!
that should be awesome.

i still wonder what happened to nick. not cool to disappear on me like that....

so..... yeah, im gonna go knit... or sleep?

"As I rearrange the songs again/This mix could burn a hole in anyone/But it was you I was thinking of/And I can't get to you" : The Mixed Tape :: Jack's Mannequin

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